Fucking son of a bitch
I can’t believe that I’m writing this right now. I really fucking can’t. I just re-read my 2019 10x Decision Year in Review… and its fucking awesome. If I just stuck to everything in there I would be at 20K right now.
I did $17400 last month. It’s my best month yet. But all these promises to myself:
- 6:00am workout every single day. Minus the day the before I snowboard.
- Fast 16 hours Monday – Friday unless I’m snowboarding
- Do a fucking morning ritual
- Do a weekly journal entry right here
- Use that damn Impact Theory journal
- Get to Bed @9 PM (nothing important takes place after 9PM)
- Keep your changes from 2019
- Snowboard/Mountain Bike/Concerts
- My Whiteboard
- Focus on the shit that matters
- Lay off the hopeium (I keep wanting to come out with a course)
- Uninterrupted Family Time [schedule it]
- Schedule my time and keep to it.
… Aren’t happening.
So – most of them.
I had a period, I think I talked about this – where I didn’t snowboard as much as I could. That flat out didn’t work for me so I ditched it. I snowboarded fucking hard this year. I went to Colorado! It was amazing. Absolutely fucking amazing.
Concerts – I’m not sure if I was going to go. Coronavirus hit – so that’s out anyways.
Hopeium – I’ve been good there. Not using.
Whiteboards – Shit I got 3 of them now and it’s really fucking helpful. Like really fucking helpful. I should get more! I need to make a Brag Board for all the awesome shit I did. (making a note of that now)
Uninterrupted time – this is where I’m sucking. I don’t spend enough. I need to get back to that. I’m pushing hard (most of the time – minus the last couple days)
So why this post?
Video games, cigars, and its 12:20am… I just watched a movie and ate some chocolate chips.
Not my best.
I really believe it’s the I/R Theory kicking in. My “I” isn’t a 10 – it should be – but it isn’t. It might be, they (podcasters) say that who you think you are dictates how you act.
Whatever – It feels good to write and think about all the awesome stuff I did this year. I’m climbing out of debt too!
I need to be 83K in the bank to buy a decent house.
I’m getting off topic.
What do I need to change? I need non-business accountability. I’ve heard of something called “Commit Action” and they are retargeting the shit out of me right now.
It’s $250 a month, I think and you get an accountability helper that is trained or certified in their techniques.
Could be bullshit – but what if it’s not. What if it helps 10%? What’s 10% of 17,400… A LOT MORE than $250 /month.
I’ll let you know what happens.
See you in 3 months.