Last 3 Months – Best Month’s Yet (its still a struggle)

Off Day?

It’s Monday – I have yet to get to work.  I just am off, I was up late last night after a great weekend.  I spent the weekend at 2 parties back to back and it was a blast.  I got home and felt drained.  I needed to recuperate.

I don’t know – I’m in that sort of depressed but shouldn’t be funk.

I think it’s just the “me time” or lack thereof.

My mountain bike broke almost 2 weeks ago.  It was raining, but I probably would have gone anyway.  Getting on the bike has been recharging my battery as of late – just as snowboarding did all winter.

Without riding, whether it’s the bike or the board – I’m missing something.

I need the recharge.  Hitting the gym helps, but does it?  It’s good for me.  It’s a healthy thing to do, but in this entreprenurial battleground I need more.

I feel like I’ve always needed a little alone time.

Video games can fill the time, but don’t really help.  I beat myself up too much when I play, because I know if I had invested the time I’ve played video games into something else I’d be much closer to my goals.


200 words later:

I feel better.  A sigh of relief, because I couldn’t sift through my own thoughts to figure out exactly what had me up late last night and in a funk this morning.